Shay and Troian arrive to the “Keep a Secret” convention
Everyone kind of made me a role model, and I hated that. I was partying, I was self-medicating. I was always stressing out. I felt like I was living a lie. I felt guilt and shame. I decided to take it out on myself. I harmed myself. It was my way of taking my own shame and my own guilt out on myself, and I was just depressed.
there are literally like 5 different posts with ‘surprise bitch’ on my dash what even
"The hardest part for me was realizing I was worth recovery. I’m not fixed. This is a daily battle but I continue to work my butt off because now I want to be a legitimate role model. There are days when I don’t think I can make it. Now I’m being healthy, but that’s the thing. An addition is an addiction, and you’re going to deal with it for the rest of your life. And you’re going to have days where you’re going to struggle. I cannot tell you that I have not thrown up since treatment. I cannot tell you that I haven’t cut myself since treatment. I am not perfect. This is a daily battle, that I will face for the rest of my life.”
It’s just the evidence of forever. No Matter what @ddlovato
"it's just the evidence of forever.
No matter what."